Tuesday, August 2, 2011

akher ini
aku aseng
dalam dunia
penoh tipu helah


akher ini
aku sendiri
lari dari segala
perit pedih racon dunia
yang kian memamah
manusa manusa leka
melemas
me-nenggelam
segala nyawa
langsong nafsu
bertakhta merdeka


dan akher ini
aku sendiri lagi
membisukan diri
membutakan nafsu
terperok kelam
terperosok dalam
langsong ke lembah
sunyi lagi sepi


biar begitu
rela begitu
dari dijilat
api nafsu
di bakar di sambar
gelora dunia sengketa


Bangsar
Ramadhan 2 1432

Monday, August 1, 2011

On a cobweb afternoon

In a room full of emptiness

By a free way I confess

I was lost in the pages

Of a book full of death

Reading how we`ll die alone

And if we`re good we`ll lay to rest

Anywhere we want to go

In your house I long to be

Room by room patiently

I`ll wait for you there like a stone

I`ll wait for you there alone

On my deathbed I will pray

To the gods and the angels

Like a pagan to anyone

Who will take me to heaven?

To a place I recall

I was there so long ago

The sky was bruised, the wine was bled

And there you led me on

In your house I long to be

Room by room patiently

I`ll wait for you there like a stone

I`ll wait for you there alone, alone

And on I read

Until the day was gone

And I sat in regret

Of all the things I`ve done

For all that I`ve blessed

And all that I`ve wronged

In dreams until my death

I will wonder on

In your house I long to be

Room by room patiently

I`ll wait for you there like a stone

I`ll wait for you there alone, alone…


Audioslave-like a stone



Sunday, July 10, 2011

"alone and outnumbered
I'm all that I need
in this war..."

exiled
seven collar t-shirt

Wednesday, July 6, 2011

"If we could learn to like ourselves, even a little, maybe our cruelties and angers might melt away."

John Steinbeck
"yesterday, I was defeated,
today, I've been cheated,
tomorrow,I'll kill them all."